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new me?!

:3 new hair. Enjoy

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oh school...

Oh school.. You so silly.  no seriously lol . Its stupid. Im on the bus. In my loner spot in the back corner of le bus, smells like cheep perfume ... Hmm i missed all my friends! Sorta... And some od the teachers,  barely.

Anyway guys i got an announcement! Im gonna do a thing everyday (no clue when) that's called 100 truths about me. I will video blog for a hundred days. And each day i will say and describe a truth about me. Now i hate cameras. I don't like myself in them. But i will try this anyways!  Haha anyways talk to you guys later cause im using up roaming data ! bye guys see you soon.

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new years/new phone!

DHey guys! been a while eh? i finally  got an app for my phone so i can blog! my new years resolution is to  blog more often... And finish my studies in the satanic view :)   yep lifes good!  i got a bunch for le holidays . Hmm happy new years? im gonna start doing my video logs hopefully soon ! Lol soon soon just keep procrastinating :):)

We had our third batch of kittens two weeks ago with three kittens (the picture is one of them)  lol anyways talk later!! :3

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arrghh

not even posting anymre!! tisktisktisk

sorry again… i have been lazy/have no time . nothing special going oin really.. just jessicas birthday party fri sat and sunday… i should pack…

 

TO BE COUNTINUED

Halloweeen

helllooo helllohelllooo
i havnt blogged for about amonth and a half so i kindof thought i should! :D
anyways
how have you guys been doing?! my mom has facebook i have a boyfriend ( ;) )... my friend henery just sobbed...sorry :( oh now he doesnt forgive me... after all i have done! i would give him a hug but he has.. dificulties... with solid objects... :) i had an awsome halloween with a group of mah buddies :D mostly lauren, jess ammy and trey though :) SHUT UP HENERY!!! goshy....

im getting some nice n long hair extenshons... i am not really trying to spell rigt now.. oh! O!H !OH! !PO!H!H im getting an 1 phone 4!~!!!! i hope soooooooon lol i misss my phone, its just being a  duchyducheyducheyduche :L ahhhuummm i jsut finished my vollyball stufff... i really dont know.. oh i have some pictures 1 sec... der we goo :) auren drew it for me ee :D

good... morning....?

well i woke up two hours ago i
so i guess ikt counts as morning.. lol i have been nagging myself to write another blog this month, buht i have been extream;ly ocupied with other things... anyways! lol
my mom is being a big female dog...but i guess im not to surprised.. last night. while watching dirty dancing ( :) ) jessica harmlessly sugests 'can we go to gti and get aqa coffee' ? we then go off into the night on a tretcherous road (not really) to gti.after selecting everything we wanted. we went to  pay. she used her card, (that she most recently put 120 dollars in) and it gets denied. a feew times.. so she says 'oh  iwill go to service and just get cash!' we sit therre for ten mins, she comes back saying she has only .06 dollars... we talk a bit... then i suggest 'i will run home and grab my gifty card!' so i run home... i tripped,... ihit my face on a branch or two... then ran back... and we got saved... this all took ab out maybe an hour... this was actually huilarious for us. hahah ...? d
do you kniow what absolutly makes me want to kill someone? when someone says the will text you back at a time... and like an hour and a half later still nothing! hahaha noooobody else?  hmm...

When darkness turns to light It ends tonight...

    Your subtleties. They strangle me. I can’t explain myself at all. And all the wants. And all the needs. All I don’t want to need at all. The walls start breathing. My minds unweaving. Maybe it’s best you leave me alone. A weight is lifted On this evening. I give the final blow. When darkness turns to light, It ends tonight, It ends tonight. A falling star. Least I fall alone. I can’t explain what you can’t explain. You're finding things that you didn’t know. I look at you with such disdain. the walls start breathing. My minds unweaving. Maybe it’s best you leave me alone. A weight is lifted. On this evening. I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I’m on my own side. It’s better than being on your side. It’s my fault when you're blind. it's better that I see it through your eyes. All these thoughts locked inside. Now you’re the first to know. When darkness turns to light. It ends tonight,. It ends tonight. Just a little insight won't make this right. It’s too late to fight. It ends tonight, It ends when darkness turns to light. it ends tonight, It ends tonight. Just a little insight won't make this right. It’s too late to fight. It ends tonight, It ends tonight. Tonight, When darkness turns to light, It ends tonight.

Is that Really how we Treat our kids now?

well today i was at the mud bogg with my momma daddy jess amy and their rents ect… and after a while right before they left… a woman was pulling her  son by the arm, first yelling after the kid said mummy im hungry! she said do you want some chicken? he replyed noo… she then yelled I guess your not hungry then!!!! he started crying… she proceded to pull him… and she pulled him to the ground and said somthing along the lines of Listen to me you little puke!!! we stared like fish out of water  ‘O’  at her… we talked as they dissapeard. after a minute or so  we saw her chasing after him… yanking on his arm and almost takleing him to the ground, yelling  Get your fucking shoes oN!!! and forcing them on…and pulling him back crying yet again… he never really stopped… she also threw a water bottle at him…  she then acted all *imsocool* in front of her friends…. what a bitch… i would NEVER treat a kid like that… let alone my own! (i dont have one dont have a mini heart attack) anyways…

we weere driving back from those same mud boggs… and  i had my ipod plugged in … after blasting ‘the beautiful people’ i had some rob zombie (living dead girl) play, my mom looked at me with  a look of aproval mixed with “i raised you right” it made me smile  

will finsih latetr

The big white room...

i blanked out yesterday, forgot everything and anything i was going to say... jess mentioned the big white room; where its just white. no shadows just white. you dont know how big or how small the room is, you cant see how nor were the people are walking. just..white..and that got me thinking... LOL your right...
hey guys welcome one welcome all (i mostly want all)
im sitting down in jess and amys house typeing on their laptop. eating cereal. its a very glum day outside : (
amy is going to a party while jess and i party here... i have a new phone it kinda sucks. i jjust noticed this white out bottle beside me, i thoouhgt it said smooth criminal but nope it says smooth coverage
speaking of...lol last night we went to this mini mart called gords. on the way back we blasted smooth criminal and danced like epic people  :D then walking towards us (maybe coming from the house) were joel and cole... we noticed a bit too late...  im thinking they saw Everything ... oh well! hmm what else.. oh i have went from being single to in a relationship? haha i think thats blogworthy... hehe hey trey :*) hmm amy just got up...  and i read this bad boy to her... really ihave noting to blog about..

wait yes i do... we had 5 new kittens remeber them i had a blog post spazz about them.. well we are down to 4.. we agve one away :(( i cried haha
well guys im gonna go and get mroe too eat talk later!

Heartbreakers

“Heartbreak Heart Heart Heartbreak
You'll go say you love me and you're out the door (whoah,yeah)
Cause I know things are different then they were before (whoah, yeah)You kill me with your kiss,It's so hard to resist you ,When you look me in the eyes tonight,And say we're heading for a heart heart heartbreak,And I don't ever ever wanna hear you say,Don't say you love me,Don't even,Don't say you love me,You're leavin.”

!!UGH lol obvious title now all the girls and guys out their i know have experienced at least one heartbreak in their life, if not then well your a lucky bitch! no ur really like REALLY lucky'…. here are things i though of to not really help with it… im not the best at helping just making an ass out off myself i found these and made some so fuck yeah… not really.

You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back.My heart was taken by you... broken by you... and now it is in pieces because of you.Love is like falling down... in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever.You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why.A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know I've cried.You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes?So... from now on... when you think of me... just remember that I could've been the best thing you ever had.

and this is for a guy who im sorry i broke up with… im sorry okai ? i will be here as an epic friend for you ^__^ Well Why did I break up with him? Well ,it's like, once I sat down and looked at the situation, all the pieces lying on the floor, it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. None of the pieces fit together. And even if I tried really hard, the pieces, well they were two different puzzles. That's why I did it, he needs to understand that Sad isn't it? How no matter what you do or say to me... when you come running back... when you need me again... I'll be here... right here waiting for you, I'll take you back... no questions asked. Sad isn't it?

ok now i will try to be undepresing!!

lol sorry well, i said before everyone should know what its like to have their heart torn out and fucked by a basterd** but really just dont cry or anything, remeber a couple of the following

1. if your heart was literally broken, you would be dead
2. you were the fastest sperm and is better then the loser, dont fret (always makes me happy to know i was my fathers climax)
3. your single now! do whatever you want
4. you can find anyone better then the ass the brokeyour heart! who is better and if your a girly (or gay again i dont judge) he will be BIGGER!!!
5. honestly i know its the worst feeling in the world, to see the love of your life with another girl, but their are millions of trillions of people, in the world, who are better then that person! its a mental block inside you sayuing they are the only one, nobody could replace them ect… BUUT!! if you really try, you could find tTHE ONE! and your going to probly forget them unless you become awsome friends…

somday you will get engaged own a house maybe have kids (hopefully later on tho! lol) and just create a new life with your true soulmate… [my good friend and pretty much my sister Cori, is engaged with (What i hear) a lovely man, i congratz her on that. she is my idol of the year, cause i love her. its totally off topic tho ^__^)concliudes this topic… oh i just realized i didnt say…. ok! once a week im doing a chosen topic (by you guys) and doing so, i just kinda got bored today so i started it ^__^

night guys have fun at school, or ,work or whatever.

** MARIEL QOUTE SHE SAID THIS TO ME!!! just sayin

hah i had a problem with it bfore just ignore it

 

here, nobody wants to call me that sux ballz

WELL

dear god i have to re right my heart brreak post :/ sigh sigh sigh

hehe MUSIC

yeah that post was for last night forgot to post it anyways i love the music all in the playlist

if you love me hear me out, Listen to the He is We songs and punk goes pop, pretty damn awsome
well f yeah i have a little side bar on the side with mah music! haha

sChOOL is not COOL

noooo like… ahhh 4 days till scholol for us god help us all?! lol hehe im going to show all my pictures and stuff and gah! hehe i love you all befre it gets all creepy/? hehe here are some that amy and i took during our partnership at school ;D :

 

 

(AMY!!! <3)

 

TO THE FIRE! HOO!!!

teehees we makin smores and had a chocolate orgyy and omfg puuuppppyyyy hehe i feel hyper. anyone else? no? you should tecxt me really. anyways here are some pictures of my phone

 

  mewaha

hehehehe

night guys i wont be sleeping at all >

Gimpy Gimpy Gimpy Gimpy Gimpy…

haha! we got kittens puppys eeee everything yay! LAWL omg how was yoyr day? im not getting much sleep cause of anna. but she is so cute and ahhhhh

this is anna

and this ehre is gimpy!!!! lawl he is gimpy cause of his gimped tail. he is the biggest and flufflest of them alL!

dont i look sad?? lawl im not i promise

Ipad

Lmfao epic name I know oi know... I'm writing on my buddies I pad, oh guess what.?!?!? I have a puppy!!!! Deserters her name is Anna... Ook I don't got long I will talk to these bitchs later

THUNDA

hello my buitifuls :D  most of yall anyways hahahaa weellll im in kamloops still and for once it has rained WITH SUM THUNDA!~ im going through WoW withdrawl :P  haha i miss ziko ... im with amy, jess, me, me, riley, and some other people, we tried to climb a mountain, met our buddy. oh!!! last night, we jess and i had a race down the ffucking river! and well under this buitiful bridge we sat thair , well hung onto the poles for about 30 minutes on slimy as fluck slimy cold water and god! HAHA its paniful...  i won!!!!!!! hahahah uhm talk to yall later bah bah

FRUITLOOPS

HAY HAY HAY ! (you read it in a very gay voice didnt you? ;) ) lol sooo hows you all doing? good? gooooood ???? the kittens have open EYES!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK. im in kamloops ! with  amy and jessica! yay!!! met a cute guy. had 2 drunk creeps (DO THE CREEP AH!)  watch me, wearing my corona bikini, saying " ehy Corona!" with a weird rolling acent. hmm. they got anoying. my back is very tan, my stomach is white. we were planning of hiking but naw its 2 hawt. amy is sitting beside me in a robe that is soft. jess is behind me on the laptop. uuhm... its hot out?? i have a 12g ear stretchy thingy lol im hopeing that my "MOM" (amy) wont get mad at meh for wanting one thats no bigger than a cap of a water bottle. meh :P and god im right next to an ac unit. i fail at words. im hungry.. and OMFG MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP SOON!!!! YAYAYAYAYAY ON AUGUST 18 IN 1998 ! I WAS BORN IN A HOSPITAL AT 2 IN THE MORNING!
SO yeah sorry i got excited ;) lol and yeah  iguess im gonna go peace out to mah bronies ;)
happy fingers! lol bah
- Becky, Amy, Jessica

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkk

ahhh another beautiful day out at the farm Baxter has been brushed. the kittens and kitty's fed. and my imaginary friend has been put to bed.   here are some sayings that i heard last night :

Roses are red, Nuts are round. skirts come up and panties come down, belly to belly skin to skin. when  its stiff; stick it in!

What is the difference between a Lamborghini and a boner? i don't have a Lamborghini  

you remind me of my pinky toe; because i know im going to eventually bang you on a table.

mewahahahaha im gonna put a page for that stuff.

here are teh kittens (named: thing 1, thing 2, thing 3, thing 4, and thing 5)

OMFG EEEGASIM (an orgasim of ``eee`` ing lol)

olive dem? ?? here are the first born kittens (hunter and shadow, obvious of the colors)

and baxter. our faithfull companion;

we have nine cats btw. i will post thair pictures 2 (blackie, fluffy, black one, socks, the mummy and slutt, and gilbert, the guy who keeps making her prego. also black but not fluffy.)

(socks)

(gilbert)

(no pictures of blackie so i had to improvise )

and know what? while we are at this point im going to say: i love you sparky forever in my heart :`)

:D

sorry i havnt been here again@!!! lol i was finishing school. and in edmonton at this epic guitar camp with mah few buddys ( Deon, Ty, Jasper. ECT) and yeah im awsome naow :)  lol mariel is here right now leaving llater today. amy and jess were here and omfg i hear a kitten crying~! we have kittens. yay :D:D:D gtg clean bye

KITTENS

POMFG WE HAVE 5 KITTENS THAT ARE SO CUTE I JUST WANT TO DROP KICK THEM!!!

lol jkjk no i would do that. we have 5 more kittens and the day b$ my birthday im gettting a pupp! and mariel is here right naow so its really awsome !! S: lol anybodsy else/??

againÉÉÉ!!!!

oh hai! LOL oh god caps. guys guess where i am???? im at jessica and amys house i kno big surpirse. we will be hsngin  out AGAIN omnomnom yay icecream lol. aahhh the guy i spoke of earlier. oooohh..... omnomnomnonmnomnomnonmon ahhh fail speellin hehhee
i gtg talk to u when this guy is ovalol

dear o great anonomnomus person

yes hes an ass. im school but out hes toataly dif, and all guys are asses anyways lol they may not show it but really all guys are at some time

and i like him cause hes hot. yeah pimples so? hes TALL and actully has a deep non squaky voice lol   im also atracted to asshats so yeah just a bad habbit

hello my prettys

gooooodd morning canada! i would wish u a happy canada day but that was yesterday :3 im still awake. and its like...  WAAAAH OMFG EPICO EYES AHHH.
 vIM sitting he3r with my besties Amy and Jess(ica)  and amys head is on my shoulder. i have (eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee) biffed so many times todayand last night its just... ahhhhh omg ahhh. dont. ever. flucking sing the song 'bleeding love' by 'jordan sparks'. whenever i or someone near me sings or even thinks that i fail. on 2 my ass or face. omnomnomnomnom jelloooo . hehe? i made it into epic cubes. `we partyed with .... guys thismorning. and this new juice place called JUICE JUNKEES haha the creamesicle with 3g energy booster its like ohhhh ahhh omnomnom orgasm inside my fucking mouth.its addicting and its healthy. but it costs alot. like 3 regulars for 17+ dollars (canadian). have you seen the movie easy A:???? well us three have been doing the part when they do like.. '' You said a bad word? what did it start with? T. T? t, t, t t t,
....tee t t t t.,.  t. t.... ttteee t t? oh! spell vit with your Peas! I shall spell it with my peas!" well we have been doing that alot 2. and us three knida have been haveing twin telapathy :D hahhaha mewhahahah. love me? plase?
oh and.. yeah you heard ima single pringle. and you can send me (in comments or email which mine happens 2 be - dadabecky@live.ca) your email so i could set it up  so that whenever my newblog is written it will automaticly be sent 2 your email. at the end of this morning. with the first guy visit at the end.  we walked him to his house and he hugged jess and amy. then me.. amazing that necver happend when we were dateing tho . course not. he is kindof an ass. really actully he is an ass. but hes nice to us. like. really nice. i want a secon chance. but whatever.
bet u had enough of mah chatter :D:D:D:D lol
sleepwell my prettys :D
oh!  P.S! MARIEL JONES! (who obviously pwns-i made a poem with that rhyme in it :) made team fucking alberta!!!!!!!!!!!  woooooht woooth  woooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt yeah chear that bitch on :3
kthxbye
lol

part 2

If you are wondering, any, and all activitys that SHE (R) claims Becky (B) did are not true. if they were i still probly wouldnt say haha lol

Raelynn soderburg :

Dear Raelynn

yall ready for this? i have a page just for you! oh yeah ur thinking now. its a burn page. and every onecan comment on it. i will tell the whole world of every word you just said to me. deal with it.

at first we met. friends. now as of odday i have proof of how much of a little beach you are enjoy!

you are so gulible. you think the number texting you isnt me?! im olive btw. hah you just told ur worst enemy :’) i feel like a cia agent. here it is

Raelynn SoderBurg - Olive (Becky Swanson)

Today 1250:

( I am not in this part just yet. I have nothing of what I said here)

R- RE: S whos This?

Umm… I don’t know ur name..

Ok.. wht ever tht mean

Okaii :l

Okaii

I did I changed it

So

Wht ever

That im a slut

Its wht I want

Idk..

A

Slut

Wht ever…. Sorry im busy cleaning

Why r u doing this?

Talking to me

Idont even know u

Nope

Is this marial beckys friend

Okaii! Lol

Okaii weird

Why do u care god. Its my life not urs I dong know u so good bye.

Like wht

Ohh ok…. Do u even know me

Ohh cool

Is this becky trying to be some one else

Hhaha yah probably becky would have went like 10 minutes thsn quit

Part 2 at 210 pm. Still nothing of me but I asked what she thought about becky (im still olive)

R- hate her.. shes a bitch and stuff to me

She can go fuck herself

Shes hated me since she came. And shes jealous of me.. ?

She wears psuh up bras to make her tits look big when hers r small

Shes emo and ugly..

Becky is not my fucking role motel [model] shes a stuck up bitch tht wants to loose her v card cuz I did

Sure

Im not. Maybe I wanna have dark make up and black hair

Yah whtever. U can think tht.. but atleast I don’t fuck some stranger in some cattle shed

Part 3 at 237 pm. This is where I come in im still known as olive

R- I know.. haha. And im also fat

b- tell me the details about the cattle she I heard nothing bout it

tell me the details lol

r- when she was with earl or something like tht

b- yeah that didn’t happen. She made out at cormaks house but that’s all.

R I don’t know the rest thts wht I got told by her?

b- oh I belive that was that insedent wher she was with earl in the shed and like they were kissing in the cattle shed

r- she fucked him. And he fucked her. Thts the only guy that would fuck her probably lol

b- ahhhh wow haha did she tell u anything else

r okaii whtever

b-hmm

r- my friends brother witnessed it

b- which one lol

r- they were fucking they could hear her screaming in pleasure

no.. not yet. Its none of ur business becky

b- lolwhat

r hmm what?

b- you said something

r- wht

wht lol?

I don’t remember lol

b- lol nvm thnehahha

r-okaii

b-cant wait till Monday…

r- why

b- … sorry wrong person lol

r- okai lol

The last message was sent at 3 35 pm.

B is me R is her.

This happened on june 25 2011. This is evedince and her number and mine are on my phone. I do have wittnesses.

GOD!

GAH IM A SINGLE FLUDGEING PRINGLE! im  peed off… but a bit happy/

well im not in moof for this so uyeah goodbye

World of WoW douchebag failiure

haha  and a wow. i was online 2 minutes ago and this asshole. i belive his same is somewhat close 2 tzukai? or somthing close to that haha. i am here prooveing i am a girl. so suck it ass! lol i am a girl intrested in guys. fuck off eh? i play wow and spell things wrong deal with it im diffrent.  duchebag  oh woops i spelt it wrong hahaha go cry me a river.

look how many fucks i give! oh? none! lol

 

off that topic i had a dance my hair is brown and i was danceing a thunderstorm in the middle of the street hahahaha i love this country eh? i ridea moose to work and i live in a n igloo. im homless for the sumer lol have a good night or day whatever  

love yall (exept that asshat)

rain rain go away come again some other day

lol yay thunda and lightnen lol. wow. i am in a flucking delema. ahhh young love…  lol i guess.  fights are just the fun ( not) bonus thatcomes with them and includes anger, pain and tearss! OH SO MUCH FUN!  woops happish yelling. um yeah i havnt been bloggibng buuut nobody realyy reads this so who cares! lol  

lol bye

GAAHH

lol sorry guys. i havnt psoted a blog in 4 like… evah!!!!! lol… busy… with breakups… new bf.. fun and just procrastinating about procrastinating lol.. this past weekend. my friends jess and amys came over…. 24 hours of freakin sleep…. 6 amps, 3 monsters, and 1 giant redbull, hehe lol… ummm not much to write about… im just wearing this reallly baggy t shirt my bf gave me… and this buitiful necklace it seams really expensive lol… oh if ur reading this… make some donations 2 the slave lake comunity. the fire this past week has cause many thairhomes lives  ect.  just do it cause i know your nice i hope… ummmmmm notreally anythiong epic to report ..

becky out!

teehez

OMG! lol woops

ggggggggggaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh sugerhigh omfglol, woops. why is every  word wrong? lol, hmm yeah ur probly thinking ‘’wow’’ ad yes i totaly forgot wat iwas gonna say! lol so i will now drown on and on and on about somthing ! or not gah lol saten (if u know me u will know who im talkin bout/)  letss seeeee if this will work… ()) damn, okay on fb (face book not fingur bang) if you do ( : D ) ) it becomes a trolololol face? not a fan of memebase? GTFO

lol love yall? oh wow fffffffffffllllllllllllooooooooooooooooooooooooodddddddddddd i think i write better when im avting insane, or not idk lol… hmmm mmmmm its a vlocano? (ty mariel u will know )

i say troll me? okai bye! lol love yall bye